9/8/11

Some days are easier than others. Today was not one of them. He took my baby away from me. I don't want to drink but i feel like I need to. To clear the demons that are swarming my thoughts.My child is being alienated from me and it is not okay!!! I've been down on myself since the divorce. Shit since the marriage!!! I didn't stand a chance. I was preyed upon, raped (in more ways than one) and misused. I know that had I not merged myself with him , I would be in a better place.

But God makes no mistakes.He knows exactly where he wanted you to be placed

(-Stevie Wonder).