Thursday, November 29, 2012

Pain is Universal-Just Throw Me Away

When it Hurts So Bad...

My soul is in pain!
How is it that you spend so much time exposing -( in my case 4 yrs) of yourself and not get any-fuckin-thing to compensate the bullshyt?! How is it that after engaging in a conversation that was denied for months ,- im
That i am brought right back to the place where we left off!? Things have moved forward as if we never existed and your completely fine???! I never happend the horrible shit you taught me in the wayside doesn't even exist nor has it ever?!??!!! That amazes me! Befuddles me! Astonishes me? How?!? ! As if time stood still just to for e me to relive it. I understand that I will never understand ... I get it , no matter only in Glory will I understand what and whom I've done the same to.