REALIZATIONS....

WRITING IS WHAT I'VE DONE ALL MY LIFE. IT IS THE LIFE FORCE THAT DRIVES ME. I DIDN'T REALIZE THIS UNTIL I REBELLED AGAINST MYSELF. I STOPPED WRITING FOR SOME TIME BECAUSE IT MADE ME UNCOMFORTABLE TO SEE MY REALITY, MY PAIN, FEARS AND TRUTHS. IT WASN'T UNTIL ,I STARTED DRINKING AND KEEPING MY THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS CAGED DID I UNDERSTAND THAT WRITING IS NOT A CHOICE FOR ME, IT'S MY CALLING. THE THING I CANT GET AWAY FROM.